Monday, June 16, 2014

All she wanted *was* "TIME".

She was on the death bed n he was sitting next to her with filled eyes..it was getting tougher for him  to speak,years after tears were roling his checks down,he was so buzy in  earning that he forgets what life is...with filled voice he asked "why didnt u told me ths earlier i can not leave witout you"....n broke into tears.he managed n asked again i gave u everythg .she was still sleeping.a docto came inside and said Mr.singhnaia "the condition of patient is very serious n its only alas blessings which could save her,sir please wait outstide  " he was about to leave the room a voice came "Darling" he turned back .her face was filled with tears .she wanted to say so much but those wires around her neck and noise didnt allowed....he was filled with joy,he was dying to hear a word from her ...was this a happy ending story??? .he ran to her n screamed speak baby say somthing more.it was getting even more tougher for her to speak as she could see the end near ,she was crying crying and crying for some seconds the memory of her life was revived n time was paused....she was holding his hand even tighter ,she was scared of loosing everything she  n biggest guilt was why didnt she fight wid him to give her time.why she sliently started beliving that she is loosing her importance in his life.she closed her eyes even tighter so that she can not see anythg but this was making memories more clear...suddnly she heard somthg n opend her eyes with shocked.nurse came and said "mrs singhania have very less time,we hav to admit her into emergency ward"  he could see the vanishing again n though she knew the end is near n she is left with nothing in hand she asked him to come closer .his tear drop driped on her checks "strange thing was now its not only the tears wch have been misxed together but so was pain"she mummerd somthing n his ears ,he noded in yes...she laughed in tears and said with teasing voice "Darling i know u didnt get what i said,come out of this habbit" "or else it will turn more toughe for me to leave u"n broked..somehow managed to say "go home takecare of our little 4year old sweetheart,u was always busy on your tours n i made her belived his dad is so harworking so he didnt hav time..now when u'll go home tell her now her mother hav statred working and she will be buzy for some years so not to miss"her breath was getting higher with every passing second .she scremed "Gooo...leave me...u never had time for me atleast give some to your daugter...Gooo" "i.i.i.i want u in my next life also please"with some extra time"..."darling i.i.i.love y..."

-\the "you" was left incomplete..."no one in this world have 25 or 26 hours,its you who have to manage the time,work is at its place,u cant celebrate the coke n everythg alone.....take some time for ur family " :)

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Parvaaah he nhi :) *my frst hindi post :)

Aaj kadam kuch dheme chal rhey hain
iss kadar maano jyse inhe manjil ke parvaah he nhi.
kuch halchal se hai mann main,
talash h uss soch ke jinhne  parvaah he nhi inn kadmo ke.
unhe aaj ser per nikale,
pta nhi inn dheme kadmo ne kab manjil ko piche chod diya,
ek raaste ne na jaane kb dusre raaste se jod diya.
iss besabr man ko talassh h uss sukun ke ,
jiske kise "uss" wejah ney parwaah he na ke.
na jaane kahan kho gye wo khushi ,
jiske phale koi kadar na ke..
befikar hai ye kadam uss soch se ,
jinhone dheme kar de inn kadmo ke gati.
dundhna chahata hai mann iss andhre sham mai  aaj har uss wegah ko
har uss pal ko ,
aaj mann bhagna nhi lardna chahata hai har uss wegah se,
jaannna chahata hai akhir ho kya gya inn kuch chand palo mai,
q akhir sab kuch ek jysa hote hue bhi- kuch bhi phale jysa nhi hai...
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ohh yeahh i ll increase my "hindi shabdkosh" btw tysm to ppl who've atleast tried to help me fr these tipicle words......* btw most of these words r mine ;) :* :*
*to be honest these tipicle hindi/urdu  words r so Beautiful ^_^
*feeling in loved wid em :)